Care! Friendship! Love!

Which would it have been?

The sweet voice that says sorry,

When you slip but not fall.


The ship that wants to sail with you,

Under weathers, calm or strong.


The combination of this two,

With emotions and power to do the unthinkable.

The feeling of bliss,

As love making makes two lovers reach their climax.


We could mark, from stones to trees.

Nothing lasts like things of the heart.

Whatever comes from the heart and its language is love.

This is nothing but true happiness.


Which would it have been?

None of this three; care! Friendship! Love!

But a blessing of heaven, hidden among us.


I care.

I want to carry you in my ship.

When the weather is calm or stormy.

I love:

My emotions from the waterfalls.

My unthinkable actions have no bounds.

Meeting your bliss as we climax.


For me:

I would be all: Care! Friendship! Love!

For her:

I do not know but mine I know.

IBUKUN (Blessing).



IMO (Knowledge)



Hmmm says a million words, sure most of them ain’t sweet.

I feel it somewhere.

I can never be a perfect lover but I’m a perfect friend.

When I don’t call or text often,

I blow you my kiss with a chat or like your pictures on this social Medias.

You should know you are a part of my heart.

It’s none of our fault, the world made a digital side for us.

I know it’s not right to say I love you cos!

It doesn’t fit into what many associate with it.

If you found the friend in me then you should know ;

I do love you

A secret made public for the first time,

I save you all’s pictures!

I remember time spent together.

They say time waits for no man, for that reason;

Know me for who I am, your Friend!

That saying never meant the hands clicking on your wrist or wall.

It’s Time spent having experiences and knowing what truly matters to us.

That particular time doesn’t wait.

We carry it in our heart beats till we fall.

If you found the friend in me, then you should know ;

I carry you in mine.

I learn every day, like am doing now.

Knowledge is what’s left when all we’ve learnt is forgotten but

Somehow I haven’t forgotten you.

If you found the friend in me, you should know ;

I love you (IMO)


I remember all that time we were young and reckless.

I remember planning future meetings in my head with you.

But, so much I want to experience all at once.

It’s this past times together which has turned to knowledge.

I hope I am Right to say;


Drive on

Gave my life to God I’m not giving it and taking. Like u don’t know who is in the driver seat.I know he is, I just say drive on

I don’t use my seat belt, so ancient, no air bags . I don’t need to beg him to go slow, I know him am not just thinking. This time he is pushing 1000/sec, the next hundreds/sec. I told him to use his turbo, press tha tbaby not less than a thousand/sec. No! I wasn’t praying, just take this life and drive on.

I ain’t also playing. A plant burnt and here he is. He is with you all the time saying “give me the key let me drive’. He made the car, fuels it and also maintain ace. Why not? Don’t ever ask me again just drive on.




Never spend what will hurt you, money, love, Life and time.

But we all do, so free me.

Telling me to leave the things of the world and build up treasures in heaven.

What was I doing before I came here?

Building treasures, free me.

Never follow orders, doing something the cops aint gonna like.

Who is the cop? me! So free me.

Every parent wants their kids success, if you  beating for going your own way.

Kid be successful anyway.

Life is too short when life comes through, a delay in your needs and it is a long trip.

To nowhere but our addiction; Thought.

Sometimes it is too much, so life free me  .

Treat the marijuana nice so It will let me wrap while I listen to rap.

Light it up, puff and pick the right words.

Ash in this white mug, knowing it is going to be cold in the morgue.

I’m relaxed now, having hope and seeing my vision clearly.

Happy but this world will not free me.

Totally entangled in someone else’s  system but some set the stage and make you act in them.

I want to have my own play and set my own stage. Rewind when I want to and only choose happy moments. Fast forward every step of my dream and should be able to skip bad moments.

I want to be my own God, so please free me.

I hate to hear that we blood , when you never said hey and helped , seeing me in a flood.

The one of life that pushed me to a flourished shore.

It was God’s plan, now I’m very sure.

You now want to help me work my Life, don’t make mistakes I made.

Blood , my every second is pleasure and  leisure, free me.


I have made my own mistakes but grew up to leave regrets.

Every fire has melted my ore, to make it strong, sharp and cold.

Codeine in a sprite drink, some blue pills and I never worry that I am worried cos I worry.

I’m slow now, please free me.

You never wanted to say hi, even when you did, it was to make pranks at me.

That I was never street certified or home certified or school certified,

But I breath and live and grow my spirit with experiences.

I know I never stopped learning, So free me.


What is my purpose here? Finding God.

This world is a small fraction of the worlds of God and I’m a small fraction of this world.

I never said I was bigger than this world.

I only said, a fraction of a thing is that thing.

A lion or a king, both is no match to what kills them , life.

The earth that feeds you, the rain that quenches your thirst, the sun that warms you when you cold,

The fire that gives you tools , the air that gives you life. This circle is what you call death.

God is in every detail, trying to  know himself. Unknowing to Him, He had no boundaries.

I am part of the whole which started life which had no ending.

Sleeping into space, this words , this world and this war in me ; To be god or man.

I chose God, don’t tell the devil to free me, I free me.



Father’s Thought of Love

Let us approach it from what love is not.

Love is not hate.

What love is cannot be disliked.

Love is not divisible.

You either love or you don’t.

There is no slight love, no love is small.

No love is too much.

Love is amorphous.

Love is divine, hence cannot be regarded as a thing which can be shared with someone else.

You love somebody and that is all.

You may love two persons that does not mean that you share the love that you have.

For you don’t even have love, you live in love itself.

Matter of personal possession to love does not arise.

Love is not what any person wears like a wrist watch or a piece of property.

Love exists in all persons.

It is not a personal property which you can dish out at anytime.

Love is not controllable.

It exists and only where there is the proper condition for it to be fulfilled.

Then it comes to the surface.

There must surely be an agent of its occurrence.

This is why you cannot share love;

Love is not a thing, it is more of a feeling than a tangible substance.

This feeling will either be present in somebody or not.

Since love is not a tangible thing such as a cake.

It cannot be shared with anybody.

It can only be enjoyed.

The love of a mother for her children is never shared but always present in different degrees.

It is a fact that individual love differently and the love one has for some persons could be different from that he has for someone else, it is possible.

A person does not love two people the same way. In other words, two people cannot be loved in the same manner.

There must be a reason for love or a cause for the feeling. This initial reason or cause is usually different from person to person.

Love is an inexhaustible psychic material or force. Love is not physical at all.

It is more psychic in nature than materialistic.

Love is not a reality but an actuality. Sure it is more of an internal experience and not external.

How can one show love in reality? In fact an attempt to show love physically is only a poor representation of the inner feeling which cannot be reveled except internally. (Mind to mind contact).

How then can love be divided? If we ever believe in a loving God?

Who is capable of loving his creature? Are we then saying that the love God has is divided or shared among His creatures?

If love can surely be divided or shared, then it cannot be shared equally, in which respect God will be partial in His love for His creatures.

If we believe that God loves his creature equally then this love is not shared but it is something that each person tries to satisfy the internal and natural urge and this internal natural urge is what we try to show externally as love for others.

How then can we share love?

You do not share love but tap and use. It is natural, it is inexhaustible.

Hence you can love as many individuals as you desire as long as it is sincere.

What many people believe to be sharing of love is in fact the sharing of properties arising from as a result of the existing love.

You don’t share love, you share its properties.

Why do we take love as if it is a thing to be shared at all.

Why do you decide to make what is psychic or immaterial to be physical.


Is it not love that binds people together?

What is it, if not love?

If it’s interest.

What brings about interest in something?

Is it not an external expression of the initial love we have for that particular thing?

Engr Olaitan Idris


It all starts from making choices.

We can’t say no.

Our minds filled with different voices.

I make a choice based on a voice I think is right.

Only to find out I should have gone left.

I start to ask questions and I get different answers.

Now am confused but I made another choice.

Looking back! I did all this.

Thoughts and ideas run through my mind.

I need a time of peace and quiet.

The universe do you mind?

Guess? He turns a deaf ear.

I have taken a part, I found me here.

Seems like am in the middle of the sea.

I can’t find land but something brought me here.

I looked back and o said; my choices did this all.


From going around, I was nowhere

Found knowledge and took a break from the universe.

I was not actually going around, I was everywhere.

If I was still, then who did everything?

It wasn’t me and it wasn’t any of them.

It was never my voices or my choices.

I never did anything, why say I can do it all.

God did everything and only God can do it all.




Enjoy life when you can,

Because it takes a blink of the eye,

for life to turn cruel !

You will struggle to build,

life will smile to destroy it !

you will make plans,

Life will let you down !


What is Life ?

A program made by God ?

Why pray to the same,

For your mischief ?

If He created you, then

He placed success and failure before you.

Then let Him handle your life as He wishes.

I know there is a course of all things and,

Life is a loop that isn’t complete without you.

Grief for life when it brings sadness .

celebrate with life when it brings happiness.